i am so old.
i feel old.
i cant handle too much at one time.
i get really frustrated and so out of control.
the last few days were a whirlwind.
back to being in uni, i want to stop and just go back to being a homebody and retreat home. i am tired thinking of all the crazy work i have to undergo. and it is real hardwork.
i got used to the summer holidays of no research and studying. now i feel my brain is kinakalawang.
i feel so old.
i cannot multitask. i thought i could, i knew i couldnt, but still i tried practising to multi-task but im put to shame.
i humbly admit defeat.
i am beat and exhausted.
***
september is a whirlwind of activities.
last night(11th of september) we celebrated natasha's birthday with a salsa party with a red and black theme.
every night this week i was doing something.i get home really late, and wake up really early.
the other night, i had to fix problems in cebu. sorting medical expenses for an accident, etc. no sleep annd cups of caffeine later, i was working, university, hobbies,etc.
all i want to do is crawl to bed and sleep for 24 hours.
mao ni gitawag nila, the mind is willing but the body is aching.
today im going crazy over housechores,and i havent even started going to people's blogs yets.
i cant keep this up.
i am not capable to do sooo many things at the same time, i humbly admit that.
sad but true.
**
now, im just relegated to prioritizing and time managing. it does suck to realize that you are a poor time organizer.
it hurts to the very core.
and having to give up blogging which i love for university work and life is so painful, but at the same time, character building, i guess.
sometimes, our quest for super-hood is futile.
i realise in the process, after a few cuts and bruises, i am just not cut out like the rest.
my star is made of plasticene and rubber combined, dull and just value less.
**
officially, this supergirl has handed in her resignation.
and now,shes back to just being a commoner. lost amongst the many faces of the unknowns.
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
8 comments:
supergirls get tired, too. for me, you will always be a supergirl, a star that shines brighter than most.
breathe, chel. maybe, you just need some time to get used to the activities of uni. =)
*hugs*
*speechless and teary eyed*
wait a minute. what do you mean by handing your resignation? you're not working na?
what's that song again - i'm not superwoman.. but you are super girl.. sister ni superwoman.
take it slow cheloi.. slow and while you're at it enjoy the ride.
if i was there with you, schoolmate ta sa uni, i promise you won't feel like you're at uni. it's a nice playground. and you're not old.. you love uni.
chel, it's not about getting old... it's about getting wiser on how to handle things. because when we're much younger and a bit foolish we think we're invincible which is not true! we all need to rejuvenate... god knows how much of a supergirl you are!
whatever you do, blogging or not, you'll always be a supergirl, chel. *hugs* don't worry too much. you know your priorities. =) basta, we'd always be here for you. =)
wait a minute. what do you mean by handing your resignation? you're not working na?
what's that song again - i'm not superwoman.. but you are super girl.. sister ni superwoman.
take it slow cheloi.. slow and while you're at it enjoy the ride.
if i was there with you, schoolmate ta sa uni, i promise you won't feel like you're at uni. it's a nice playground. and you're not old.. you love uni.
***
hahaha, mai, ive officially stepped down being a supergirl..because i feel like a fraud. im not super at all..i am sucha wuss. i crack under pressure and i have a meltdown. how's that for a drama queen?
i feel shit, i cant be a good blogfriend..i need to slow down..
i need to prioritise..and i will make blogging my last, because as you know, studies and family life has to come first.
uni is hard...i wish i have a helper to help me be a domestic goddess, while i do the rest of my responsibilities..plus mama is coming too this october, i might get distracted from uni work..
so much for being super, im super-lazy-ass.
thank you for the comforting words...=)
chel, it's not about getting old... it's about getting wiser on how to handle things. because when we're much younger and a bit foolish we think we're invincible which is not true! we all need to rejuvenate... god knows how much of a supergirl you are!
goes to show gyud che,i am not wise ;-(
i just cannot cope...i hope adjustment period ra ni..tabang che,huhuhu..:-(
whatever you do, blogging or not, you'll always be a supergirl, chel. *hugs* don't worry too much. you know your priorities. =) basta, we'd always be here for you. =)
***
salamat janey..thats so comforting...i am so lousy recently with timekeeping its making me miserable..
i will be blogging but lesser na..and i cant promise i could visit everyone's blogs, that really sucks.
Post a Comment