quick heads up

from the time of my last entry and today, so many things have happened.

i dont know where to start.

some good, some bad.

some, are just irritants to my already 'crazy schedule".


-on monday night, my brother jojo was rushed to hospital. on the night of papa's birthday celebration.

-tuesday went to uni, received two queries for photos (dont even go there, daghan kaayo'g demands ang babaye, so i said NO, not available...because,that is the truth. the partial truth..and the other truth isthat, i cannot work with a stressful client, and im stressed as hell myself). this phone call was in the middle of class, so i was given really bad stares by THE DOCTOR...ngiii.. i actually had goosebumps..

-tuesday night.received a phone call that my sister in law (john's partner died on monday night, again on papa's birthday)..we were so sad for john. even if hazel was sickly and bedridden, john adored her. hazel went peacefully in her sleep.

-wednesday, went to uni my brother still in hospital, and would need a standard operation for his kidney...(stones), but maka taghoy ka's kamahal..gipaningot ko'g popcorn kadiyot...they want outright cash before they would even touch him...i was in the carpark during my breaks doing phonecalls to adrian, to mama, to karla and back again..haaay, buhay sa usa ka OFW.


-wednesday night, went to london pick up the albums...i should be happy, that families of the brides have ordered extra albums..but there are times, i find it a hassle.. sometimes, dili worth it ang money coz im so tired, stressed and on the verge of a nervous breakdown. i didnt know how to say "no " ..i need to sit down and think things through, and redo my business model...this album/prints business is making me a bit irritable..what with uni,and family troubles happening around me.

-thursday..work, and frantic phone calls..

-thursday night...immediately after work, dropped off the albums,and went to visit john at his house. adrian and i were devastated to see him and how he's (not) coping.


-adrian has a chest infection..luoy kaayo. tinuod gyud diay ning stress.


so how to combat stress?

comfort eating...

and now, im stressed, coz i got nothing to wear for being too fat.


as of today, i probably am the most luoy woman in the world..im stressed, fat, overworked and broke.

everyone has a sob story. mines just like a broken record.

i badly need a hug..and, or a slap, either way, i need something.






*a lil chaos at a lil girl's party*